You know how no matter how hard you try, you just can't keep bad words out of your head sometimes? Well today, or specifically the last few hours, have been like that and then some. And you know the friends that you just feel like smacking upside the head sometimes just 'cause they are being so stupid? I have one of those. But she's a little too touchy for me to say anything about it. It sucks! Hard core! Then there are those times when you are just pissed off and the littlest thing will blow a fuse in your brain and cause a major explosion as could be seen on mythbusters.
So today has just been one of "those" days. Extreme emotions running on end. My brain is turning into mush. I think that if someone were to open my skull right now, they would find a pile of ramen noodle like contents instead of a brain. Or maybe mashed potatoes. What sucks the most is that I got to the point where I was putting those words and harsh conversations into my own head, without the influence of a certain someone that we all hate.
And on top of all of this nastiness, I can't take my meds this weekend or else I will run out of them during the week, which is much worse than losing my head on the weekend. And a certain someone can't stop pointing out that I am going crazy because of my lack of medication. I am perfectly aware of what was going to happen when I didn't take my medications on purpose. GET OVER IT! GET OFF MY FREAKIN' CASE (insert bad word of choice here)! I know myself much better than you think you know me. Shut your freakin' mouth. Please and thank you.
So I'll get off my rant now. Sorry for the nastiness that is now infecting my blog that probably nobody even reads.
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